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2025-03-19 02:21:21

I want sombody to talk too.

You can talk to me, whats on your mind?

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I don’t know man, I shouldent be depressed I’m a kid I should be having fun and not caring what people think about me, and I feel ashamed to say I’m depressed when people are going through real shit, but I don’t l know what to call it, I juts feel alone, like nobody likes me, nobody wants to be around me, like I’m pushed to the side, I’m scared and sad, and I’m always bullied, my “friends” are always making fun of me, and I laugh at the “jokes” and always make fun of myself as almost a coping mechanism, and I act like nothing bothers me but it does every little comment makes me cry inside and it’s because I act like I don’t care that people have gotton used to it, I just don’t know what to do, I feel like I want to end it everyday and I don’t feel like anybody would even know if I was gone, I feel like if I disappeared nobody would notice and I want a girlfriend but my self esteem is so low that when people o actually like say they like me I get scared and say no because I’m scared they are just messing with me and if I say I like them back they will just look at me in disgust, do I need help? I want it, but I don’t want my parents to know how I feel because it would destroy them if they knew.

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