Spent ₹12,100 on vaping—Disappointed, but at least I didn’t relapse into something worse

I just bought an elfbar ice king today and yesterday itself I had posted here on this subreddit that I wouldn’t be vaping starting today onwards but here I am back at it again with an another newly purchased vape and what I did today was calculated the entire money that I had spent up until now to feed this addiction of mine and it was a total of 12,100₹, so this money I could have easily spent it on something valuable or something more meaningful but nahh, I spent it solely to feed my addiction instead and I am really disappointed about it but at the same time I am proud that atleast I haven’t relapsed and went for paid sex because of this as the last time I had visited a female prostitute was on the 22nd of march 2025 and I now have a body count of 11 which consists of only prostitutes in it. But yaa it is what it is. And I will surely stop vaping very soon for real but for now I am thinking of just letting it be and giving myself that little bit of ease so that I don’t go after paid sex ever again.