A rant.

Men in love? Do men really fall in love and put in the work? All the guys I've met, they just make me question, do men even fall in love ?

I have no hate against men, but I have had multiple bad experiences and I'm sure men would have had bad experiences with women too

But either they are hot and cold , or it feels like after the chase , they don't even care

If i express how I feel, how they made me upset, they don't even try to understand why and just say I will just leave since this isn't working, they won't even fucking try to understand how do I feel this why, what behaviour of theirs made me feel like that

It feels like I'm the only one putting in the work and trying to make it work

At this point, I'm tired

Recently the guy I was talking to, one day he is super sweet, then the next day cold, i expressed this to him and then he goes like this is who I am and this ain't gonna work, he didn't even try to ask me why do I feel hurt and it seems like he doesn't even care even though we talked about stuff for a month and he said he cared about me but after the chase this is what happens, his replies got late and he isn't even considerate of my feelings