Blocked my long distance boyfriend

I'm in my late 20s, and my ex bf was almost a decade older than me. I used to respect him a lot and always thought he felt the same but today he proved me wrong. So, what happened I had put up a story for my male best friend (we're friends since 11th grade and share a good bond with his girlfriend too), wishing him a happy birthday. My boyfriend replied, "Aaj toh tumhare f** buddy ka birthday hai." That’s when I lost my cool. I told him he’s not my f*** buddy and he replied, "Main toh mazak kar raha tha." I said I didn’t like it and he responded with, "Ok. Sorry." But that apology didn’t feel sincere, it felt like he was doing me a favor by apologizing. I texted him later, telling him that his comment was offensive and that I was genuinely hurt. After that, I blocked him. Since then, he’s only called me once, not complaining tho.

My throat dried up when I saw that text first thing in the morning. I really loved him. I was an emotional fool to ignore all the red flags. He would say he loves me but could go for days without properly texting me, just sending few reels on Insta. He once told me that any guy would befriend me just to smash me because I have such a sexy body. My friends told me he was sexually objectifying me, but I didn’t listen. Now I understand what he actually felt for me. I was blinded by his cuteness and fell for his occasional love and care.